are you the now or never kind

.my best friend and kindred spirit.
it's probably been boringly obvious that lately i have been vascillating between embracing and shunning juneau. my best friend, who knows me better than anyone and shares my fundamental wavelength, wrote me a three page letter on stationery that charmingly looks like a target ad. he knew my dilemma wasn't about physical place so much as a metaphysical one. we both simultaneously seek the freedom and stability needed to make a difference in the world we so constantly need to explore. him and its stars, me and its people, and both of us with big big love and reckless abandon.